goldlove

Name:goldlove

Occupation: boring admin stuff



Who's your favorite New Yorker, living or dead, real or fictional?

sylvia plath



What's the best meal you've eaten in New York?

delivery pizza after an all night coke binge



In one sentence, what do you actually do all day in your job?

Think about money, solve problems, make and drink coffee.



What's the last thing you saw on Broadway?

speed the plow



Do you give money to panhandlers?

No, sometimes food or coffee but they generally think I want to be their girlfriend after this.



What's your drink?

vodka shots



How often do you prepare your own meals?

what meals?



What's your favorite medication?

gossip, vodka, cigs, sleeping pills



What's hanging above your sofa?

georgia o'keefe print



How much is too much to spend on a haircut?

nothing is too much. I'd spend thousands if i had the disposable income.


When's bedtime?

Midnight most week nights.



Which do you prefer, the old Times Square or the new Times Square?

i dont know either well enough to have an opinion



What do you think of Donald Trump?

i wish he'd give me a job.



Who is your mortal enemy?

myself probably. if i'm honest.



How has the economic downturn affected your life?

More stress, and i get paid less.



Times, Post, or Daily News?

Sunday Times, for the magazine.



Where do you go to be alone?

My room, my car



What makes someone a New Yorker?

neuroses

You're feeling: restless
To your left: a couch
On your mind: restlessness, boys, frustration
Last meal included: cheese, ugh
You sometimes find it hard to be: in control
The weather: nice
Something you have a collection: books, magazines, dvds
A smell that cheers you up: cologne ;)
A smell that can ruin your mood: gross food cooking
How many days since you last shaved: no idea
The current state of your hair: pony
The largest item on your desk/ workspace (not computer): ihome
Your skill with chopsticks: great
Which section you head first for in a bookstore: magazines
Something you're craving: affection, looser jeans
How many times you've been hospitalised this year: none
Favourite place to go for a quiet moment: my car
You've always secretly thought you'd be a good: housewife
Something that freaks you out a little: being alone
Something you've eaten too much of lately: junk
You never want to: be unhappy
Where is your cell phone? on the table in front of me
Your significant other? unrequited
Your hair? dark
Your mother? a nurse
Your father? somewhere
Your favorite thing? playing with my dog, music
Your dream last night? snow
Your favorite drink? vodka shots
The room you're in? living room
Your ex? annoying
Your fear? unloved
Where do you want to be in 6 years? more successful and happy and in love
Where were you last night? a bar, then my apartment
What you're not? thin enough, good enough, sane enough
One of your wish list items? clothes
Where you grew up? midwest
The last thing you did? watched a movie
What are you wearing? shorts and a tank top
Your TV? free from the hotel my friend works at
Your pets? a dog
Your life? getting there
Missing someone? yes
Something you're not wearing? a bra
Favorite store? gap body, nordstrom
Your summer? coming to a close
Like someone? infatuated
Your favorite color? black
When was the last time you laughed? this morning, playing with my dog
time you cried? yesterday in the shower

food: 0/2 i was going to fast but i had a big piece of lasagna for lunch. fuck lunch. i'm not eating anything else today
water: 2/2
exercise: 1/2 one hour and five minutes of elliptical but nothing else
post: 2/2
challenge: signed up for automatic payment of my credit card bill! no more late fees!

i've been watching this community for a long time but i'm actually starting the challenge today!

food 0/2 just did NOT eat healthy enough-chili w/ bread for lunch, chips and yogurt for dinner. ugh.
water 2/2
work out 2/2 hour and five minutes of elliptical, jogged/walked 1 mile
post 2/2
challenge 2/2 - wearing my mask right now haha

"Thank God I have this ugly fat body for which to focus on and hate and spend all my time trying to fix, change, lessen. Thank God for exercise machines, and diet pills. Thank God for weightloss. Thank God I can try and fix the outside because I just know that the inside is beyond repair."